The Irreplaceable

The fear of loosing something that you can't replace is not the kind of fear I have. The thought of that imperfect substitute tormenting me with memories of the irreplaceable something is what I am scared of. We all make a decision of labeling someone or some experience as irreplaceable when we have felt nothing like we did before. We start fearing the loss because it becomes valuable. Naturally, it becomes valuable due to the scarcity of the experience with the passing time. The superstitious version of me starts calculating everything that I might have done for me to lead up to that very moment as if I am following a recipe so that every time I get the same exact outcome. But it rarely works that way. Maybe it's the changing world around us that makes everything "Just not the same anymore". The other thing that changes in the recipe is that now it is a recipe for you. Before, it was just some things written on a piece of paper which weren't meant for calculated decisions. Before you know it, the want of the outcome to be just the same has somehow changed the key ingredient which is you, the person making the food. Subconsciously, you are just too afraid to deviate, not even a little bit. You somehow become so focused on the want for the irreplaceable, that you forget the flexibility that you effortlessly gave yourself  which was one of the major reasons you came across something so special in the first place. It then is a scary affair, to reveal or even allow yourself to showcase other sides of yourself. I strongly feel it should not be that way. Would you even enjoy when you're so conscious about being yourself? That would make you loose that something special even before you have it. It's like you are changing the key ingredient to the recipe of this something special. Instead, we could just be ourselves and wait and watch which irreplaceable moment or person just decides to stick around...And only then it would be truly worth the tag.

Just Wedding Things!

Eyeliner guide for each and every type of eye!

For small but thin eyes : Pin-up , Basic , Smooth , Simple
For round and elongated eyes: Classic , Luxe , Egyptian
For Big eyes: Egyptian 
For Parties : Feline , Bold , Drama , Egyptian , Luxe
For middle aged women: Double up , Basic , Simple , Smooth , Bold
For Work :Everyday , Bold , Smooth , Simple , Pin up
For Sunday Brunches/ Casual Get together : Double up , Smooth , Feline.
For Drooping eyes: Double up, Drama, Classic Egyptian

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Top Chick Flicks You Have To See Right Now - Best Rom-Coms Of all Time.

So here's a list of all my favourite Chick Flicks you have to watch right away!

1. Barely Legal
2. Jennifer's Body
3. Picture This
4. Never been Kissed
5. Odd Girl Out
6. Not another Teen Movie
7. He's just not that into you
8. 100 girls
9. 17 again
10. Wild Child
11. Whatever it Takes
12. She's The Man
13. Easy A
14. Pretty Women
15. Princess Diaries 1&2
16. John Tucker Must die
17. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 1 and 2
18. A Cinderella Story
19. Sixteen Candles
20. Pretty in Pink
21. How to Save life
22. Sydney white! 
23. Step Up
24. Step up 2
25. Step up 3
26. Material Girls
27. Aquamarine
28. The Prince and Me
29. Freaky Friday
30. Preacher's kid
31. Bandslam
32. Whip It
33. Fame
34. 10 things I hate about you
35. Remember Me
36. Letters to Juliet
37. Valentine's Day
38. The Time Traveler's Wife
39. Juno
40. P.S. I love you
41. Maid of honor
42. 27 dresses
43. Monster in law
44. Maid in Manhattan
45. The Wedding Planner
46. Titanic
47. Leap Year
48. The back up Plan
49. Enough
50. The Nanny Diaries
51. Hes just not that into you
52. All about Steve
53. The Proposal
54. What Happens In Vegas
55. The perks of being a Wallflower 
56. Uptown Girls
57. Fired up
58. Lol
59. The Notebook
60. A walk to remember
61. Blue Lagoon
62. Legally Blonde**
63. Triple Dog
64. Montecarlo
65. Sydney White
66. The last song
67. Confessions of a teenage drama queen
68. After School Special
69. She's All That
70. Picture This
71. I love you Beth Cooper
72. The Girl Next Door
73. The Vow
74. Its kind of a funny story
75. Bride wars
76. When in Rome
77. The house Bunny
78. The Perfect Man
79. Just my Luck
80. Prom
81. The First Time
82. The to do List
83. Teen Drama
84. The Beauiful Ordinary
85. The Sleepover
86. Bring It On
87. Couples Retreat
88. Camp Rock
89. Beauty and the Briefcase
90. Coyote Ugly
91. Drama Queen
92. Killers
93. Dear John
94. According to Greta
95. Keith
96. Inhouse Bunny
97. Life as we know it
98. Mr. Nobody
99. St. Trinians
100. Very Good Girls
101. Spring Breakers
102. Bratz
103. Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
104. Mean Girls 1&2
105. Camp Rock
106. High School Musical Series.
107. Friends With Benefits
108. No Strings Attached
109. Crazy Stupid Love
110. Pretty Woman
111. When Harry Met Sally
112. Sweet Home Alabama
113. First 50 dates
114. You've Got Mail
115. Grease 1
116. Grease 2
117. How to loose a guy in 10 days
118. Clueless
119. 7 year Hitch
120. Sex And The City Series
121. New Woman
122. American Pie Series
123. Miss Congeniality
124. The Devil Wears Prada
125. Horrible Bosses
126. The Break Up Plan
127. Bride Wars
128. Letters To Juliet
129. Charlie St. Cloud
130. Pride And Prejudice
131. Love Actually
132. Just Like Heaven
133. No Reservations
134. Serendipity
135. Tristan + Isolde
136. So Undercover
137. Nancy Drew
138. The Social Network
139. The Other Woman
140. Sex Tape
141. Ghosts Of Girlfriend's Past
142. Movie 43
143. The Lizzie McGuire Movie
144. Material Girls
145. Cadet Kelly
146. According to Greta
147. 27 dresses
148. The Big Wedding
149. The Run Away Bride
150. Bachelorette

A conversation that matters

When was the last time you had a meaningful conversation with someone?
Most people wouldn't remember..maybe because they have not tried having it in a long time or maybe because they don't have someone to have that sort of  conversation lately..or maybe they are not brave enough to start a conversation that matters ..or maybe they are just afraid to show their vulnerability.

The worst part of all this when you really need to have some sort of connection with someone or sign that the world is not yet discouraged of you..and when you a re afraid or when you need to just vent your feelings..you don't find a single person worth it or interested in it.Because at the end of day not all the people like you.Some people just like the things you do for them.

Then there are pets and teddy bears you can talk to or blogs to say what you can't to others..but it is not the same..you just need a human to know,accept,understand your emotions and assure  that you are not alone in all of this..Give some hope..that ultimately good things will happen to good people and all your efforts will bear fruit someday and that someday is not that far away.
I remember that feeling when I used to talk to my friends and they used to get it "just like that"When we used to make pacts about the future and talk about how we would and wouldn't want our lives to be.When we used to discuss all the things in the world right from reservations for the under privilliged to ideas and anonymous charity to the our dream weddings and charming princes to what kind of people we want to become and all of it. Those were just the normal days which seem extraordinary these days.

I guess somewhere along the line we all just give up on the idea of opening ourselves up and not being afraid to who we are or being too nice or too caring or too kind..because of those painful heartaches we get for being a good person.But we forget that the future someone to whom we are cold is being punished for the coldness shown by the past someone.Everyone deserves a chance to see the real you and the greatness lying inside of you.

So here's what I'm gonna do.I am gonna stop giving up on people.I am gonna bring back those commonly extraordinary days and just hope to find someone who would wanna be brave enough just like me to start a conversation that matters with me.

It's just the way it is..

So I spent this day;
After a lot many days,
In such a way,
Which should be the way
To spend each day..
Being glad for everything
That is mine and everything which isn't..

At first I thought,
Too much of happy could mean sadness later on,,
But on second thoughts I concluded,
Too much of happy could even be wonderful..

It wasn't fair to be happy alone
But then I looked around hoping to find
*Somebody* to share the happiness with
I guess it wasn't time yet
For that *Somebody* to come
So *Nobody* had to fill in for *Somebody*

I guess it isn't fair to be alone alone too.
In the end..
Its just the way it is,isn't it?
But this isn't the way,is it?
So I tried to change that
Ultimately failure was all I got.

And then came a beautiful thought;
If holding on to it made me miserable,
And a lot..
Maybe letting go could make me happy ..
And a lot..
And so I did it.
Maybe for the better.
Maybe for worse.
I left that upon time to tell..

I wanted to laugh
Without fear of the future,
But I was scared
Of what comes next..
Yet again I was sure of,
What is meant
Would find its way..
Its just the way it is..isn't it?
It just is..

Just for once

Just for once
I want someone to look me in the eye and say that I am beautiful
Just for once
I want to have a deep meaningful conversation about things that matter
Just for once
I want to someone to hear all my stupid talks as if they are so meaningful  and actually want to hear more
Just for once
I want to share all my hopes and dreams which are never going to come true with someone
Just for once
I don't want to feel vulnerable when I get hurt or cry in front of someone
Just for once
I want to believe that I am good enough to deserve all that I have
Just for once
I want to experience the calmness of silence all around
Just for once
I want someone to understand my feelings without saying a word
Just for once
I don't want anything to worry about
Just for once
I want to be my weird self without having to think what others would think
Just for once
I want to do stuff without thinking about its consequences
Just for once
I want to be fully alive to each and every moment that passes by
Just for once
I want to laugh so hard that my stomach starts aching
Just for once
I want to spend a day doing just nothing at all
Just for once
I want to make someone's impossible wish come true
Just for once
I want to have the pleasure of doing something I fear the most
Just for once
I want to find magic in unexpected places
Just for once
I want to feel I'm complete.